The Buddha taught an Eightfold Path in which both samadhi and
action, vision and livelihood, effort and impulse, have their
place. We may conceptualise what we do as doing or as non-doing;
it does not matter. We can say that ideas of practice, meditation,
charity, study and training are self-power while reciting the
name and visualising the Pure Land are other power - but what
is the difference really? The Buddha Way cannot be so easily
divided against itself.
The essential thing is to allow ourselves to be helped and to
allow ourselves to feel grateful and to allow ourselves to be
moved. All will reaches its consununation in willingness, but
it may take a little will sometimes to get to that point. I
remember years ago I used to play chess. There are two ways
to play chess - calculation and intuition. Sometimes you calculate:
if I move this piece, he will probably move that one and then
I could do this.. or I could do that.. and so on. It works,
up to a point. After one has been putting a lot of energy into
calculating moves for a time, you may suddenly realise that
you have seen a perfect move without any calculation at all.
Intuition has suddenly unaccountably come into play. It feels
quite different. For a little while one plays with a certain
confidence (or faith). One calculates less and allows the game
to play itself, as it were. Then disaster. It all falls apart.
The intuitive source, whatever it may be, deserts. At that point
there is nothing for it but to go back to working it all out
from scratch again. Then, when we have begun to forget about
it, the intuitive genius mysteriously creeps up on us again.
Calculation and intuition thus each feed each other. If one
never made the effort involved in calculation and thought that
good play would somehow just happen to you, you would be sure
to be disappointed. On the other hand, if you are not willing
to slip into the flow when it starts to burgeon, you will never
make the best play. Calculation is a bit like self power. Intuition
is other power. 0 course, we can be clever with words and say,
what is the 'self in self-power? and we would be right to do
so in a way, because none of the power that we call self is
really our own. But as a makeshift, these terms work. They help
guide our lives. Used in this light, non-dogmatic sense, they
are useful. I think this is how the Buddha used words. I do
not think that he was a scholar playing with clever definitions.
He spoke the language of ordinary folk. So at this ordinary
level, self power and other power dance together and we must
accept the grace that comes and accept its absences too. Namo
Amida Buddha.